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I got a new journal named "Noise_n_kises" so add please. And kisses is spelled kises cause thats all i could do :) k add me!! bye
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3 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 9:07 pm. |
| Mood: |  hyper. | | Music: | "Greener with the scenary" by the Used. |
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WOOO no d's or f's isn't everyone proud of me!? yea anyways me and Taylor hung out and played risk lmao good times. Anyways i was bored a couple days ago and enclosed below is the results...
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4 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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God this is so wrong. I went to the veiwing and stuff and walked up to Angie's casket. It is wrong cause...A) she wasn't smiling(which i wouldn't really expect from someone that is dead, but like i've never seen her not smile) B) this 15 year old person is dead..and lying in a casket. I think it was for the better tho. She prolly changed alot of people. I'm sure people value their friends and family way more. And she made me realize that you should be nice to everyone. Most people wouldn't have even cared as much if she was a huge bitch to everyone. But no she was nice to everyone she met. She didn't stay to the same group of people. When I walked into the room today. I didn't just see "Preps" i saw all different kinds of people. And that tells you something man. And then like she maybe saved people from killing themselves. Seeing how much it hurts people. It was a big price to pay but she showed many people somethings.
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5 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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| Subject: | wow |
| Time: | 10:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  sympathetic. | | Music: | "Always" by Blink 182. |
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Well yea tonight was better than i thot. I mean i am still in shock over the whole issue but i went to huhot tonight and kinda took my mind off things. Jeni your right that place is great. Anyways yea but i just can't get over it and probably never will. Cause i just keep wondering why...there seems no reason. But I guess in her head there were reasons for it. So many that it lead to her death. It is sad...
To my friend Jeni Anne Lee
Your my fucking hero. I know you've been through alot latly and when you hugged me and told me to be tough it just made me cry. Cause you are such a great person. You hold peoples hands through things when you yourself are having a rough time. And it is so awesome i love you to death for what you do.
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2 said good~bye ~never leave.
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| Time: | 2:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  thinking. | | Music: | "hands" by Jewel. |
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I feel so horride right now. I can't even imagine the pain i would've been through if my best friend would've killed herself. Maybe the talk about Angie is getting old to some but honestly it needs to be said. Angie did something no one thot anyone in SEP would do. And it just shows that no one ever knows. So people if you have a problem don't make others sad just talk to people tell them your problems whats bothering you...cause that is a better soulution than death. If anyone needs to talk to me please please call me 210.1696
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1 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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someone called me jailbait..so i've decided my goal in life will be to get men thrown in jail for stagitory rape :) SCORE!
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5 said good~bye ~never leave.
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ok so i was thinkin about my "future" and my friends futures...and wondering please answer the questions with which of your friends you think will be or do.
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Yea i was bored but it was just a thot...
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9 said good~bye ~never leave.
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| Time: | 9:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | The surreal life. |
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showers make you think
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never leave.
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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well i haven't updated in awhile. Which makes me proud cause that mean i haven't been on the computer all day. Which means that maybe i do have a life. hum..well anyways um last night was kick ass. Went to Deb Copeland and "copeland Creative Talent" Which is a talent agent and she is now my agent. So i'm hopeing for some jobs even tho as a teen and with braces it will be rare. Good thing i get these off in a month or so. Anyways yea then me and Jenny and my dad went to the freshman basketball game. And Jake came when it was getting over. We lost but o well they still did good. Tomorrow i have a show choir thing at 6 a.m. till 6 p.m. ugh! My parents decided that my family and her friends family are going on a 7 day cruise to Mexico woop woop. 7 days of sun and boredem!! Woo family and my parents friends kid is in 9th grade and then there is one in 8th and they NEVER talk! it is sooo annoying! g2g bye
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2 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:10 pm. |
| Mood: | thinkin. | | Music: | my thoughts. |
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If I died tomorrow i just wanted you to know how much i love you...cause i do...
*Enclosed below are my thoughts...*
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5 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Monday, February 7th, 2005
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I was just wondering what would you do if i died? Would you even care? Would you cry? Would you laugh? What would you do?
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8 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | "i'm lost without you" Blink 182. |
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i am listening to Blink 182 and it reminded me of you. and i miss you...idk why but it seems like we are very distant. I just want to be with you.
Are you afraid of being alone
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight
cause I am, I'm lost without you
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5 said good~bye ~never leave.
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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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| Subject: | ahh geez |
| Time: | 6:59 pm. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. | | Music: | "Purple rain" by Prince. |
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I like being able to admit my faults and say sorry...it actually feels good to not be in a fight. I'm happy. And Abby and Nate sorry for it.
Moving on..today was really boring, cause anne wasn't at school and missed the effin whole balcony scene in romeo and juliet when she was supposed to be romeo and make it really dramatic with me! :(..o well Konrad i guess you were a good replacment with your mono tone and all. Oh well there is still more to it to do tomorrow. so that will be fun!
I have to go to dance tonight and it will go fast but i need sleep and i won't be able to when i get back grugh!
Heather
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